Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Helplessness

A little story of what's going on right now:


My life was once a world of agony. My mother was gone, killed by the eternal curse known as cancer. I felt like I would be forever trapped behind the bars of structure, bound with monotony and gagged with drudgery. I felt utterly, utterly helpless and alone.

But then a candle, a tiny flame, flickered within my dark prison. I saw that a career as a self employed artist was, in fact, possible. My dreams from childhood surfaced once again as the chains fell off my body, wings of hope sprouting from my back and carrying me towards the sunlight. My heart sang with joy, almost beating up out of my chest.

But before I ever got close to escaping, I was struck down. My father broke my wings in one fell swoop, telling me that my dreams were impossible. I plummeted towards the rocky ground and struck it hard, my restraints eagerly reclaiming my wrists and ankles.

And now I'm back at the beginning.

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Coming sometime in 2017...

...My true story novel, Into the Nothing!





This will be the chronicles of the road trip I've been dreaming of all my life, encompassing a good chunk of the state of Florida. Among the locations are: Orlando (I'm a HUGE theme park buff), Amelia Island, Key West, St. Petersburg, Jacksonville (where my parents became engaged), Boca Grande (where I used to vacation as a little girl), Biscayne National Park, and Europe.

Europe?! Yes. The trip will culminate in a Disney Cruise: the one week Mediterranean one. So whatever friend goes with me will have to be up for a LOT of adventure (lol).

...Speaking of the trip, I believe that I might have finally found a friend to go with me. He has a job, so he can pay for his own stuff, and he's pretty laid-back. I might be asking him tomorrow. Please wish me luck!

-Cheers,


-Kamatsuya